• Ofure*, 40, remembers exactly how long it took to trigger a financial crisis: 10 minutes.

    It was December 2024. As a single mother of three, she was staring down the barrel of a bleak festive season. Her petty trading business was capital-starved, and the cost of living in Nigeria was soaring. When a loan app notification popped up on her phone offering instant funds, it felt like a lifeline.

    “I needed ₦400,000 to restock for the December surge,” she says, her voice quiet. “I was convinced I’d make enough profit to repay it comfortably. The money hit my account before I could even second-guess it.”

    Ofure hadn’t gone to a commercial bank because they require paperwork, collateral, and the luxury of time, none of which she had. The app requested only her Biometric Verification Number (BVN), National Identity Number (NIN), and access to her contacts.

    When the festive sales failed to materialise, the business collapsed. Ofure managed to meet only the first month’s repayment before hitting a financial wall. Over the remainder of the six-month window, aggressive compound interest and default penalties caused the original ₦400,000 principal to grow into an ₦800,000 burden.

    In a desperate attempt to stay afloat, she began borrowing from new loan apps to service the old debt. But without any income to break the cycle, this game of borrowing from Peter to pay Paul only dug the hole deeper. 

    Her inability to keep up with the compounding interest caused her total debt exposure to balloon to ₦1.5 million over the course of a year. Today, despite struggling to make payments, nearly half of that sum remains unpaid.

    Ofure is one of millions of Nigerians caught in the gravitational pull of digital lending. It is a sector that promises financial inclusion but often delivers a modern form of indentured servitude, enforced by algorithms, public shaming, and relentless psychological warfare.

    The Algorithm of Harassment

    The mechanics of Nigeria’s digital lending boom are built on speed, with apps designed to trap borrowers. In a country where inflation hovers near 20 per cent and traditional credit is non-existent for low-income workers, fintech apps have filled the vacuum. But the ease of entry often obscures the brutality of the exit.

    Many online lenders exploit financially vulnerable Nigerians through misleading loan terms, hidden charges, and aggressive recovery tactics, turning what seems like a quick fix into an almost inescapable debt trap.

    “It was one of the worst decisions of my life,” Ofure admits. “Now, it feels like I’m working solely to repay the loan. The interest keeps piling up every time I miss a payment window.”

    When borrowers default, the “fintech” gloss wears off, revealing a crude engine of intimidation. Ofure’s phone rings relentlessly. When she misses a payment, the threats begin. But the true weaponisation of digital lending lies in the data users unknowingly surrender.

    Jalaal*, 26, an unemployed university graduate who turned to loan apps to survive, describes the moment his privacy was shattered.

    “I woke up to see they had sent a broadcast message to every single person on my WhatsApp,” Jalaal says. “Friends, old classmates, neighbours, even distant family. The message painted me as a chronic debtor and a fraud. For someone who tries to carry himself with dignity, the shame was unbearable.”

    This strategy of digitised public shaming is not an accident; it is an industrialised process.

    Nneka* knows this better than anyone. She worked inside the machine, first as a telemarketer and later in the “Collections and Recovery” department of a major digital lender.

    “We were given 50 to 70 contacts of delinquents every day,” Nneka explains. The pressure inside the call centres is as intense as it is on the borrowers. Agents have daily recovery targets ranging from ₦150,000 to ₦240,000.

    “If you don’t meet your target, they sack you fast. No grace,” she says.

    While company policy often officially forbids threats, the targets make them inevitable. “Most times, Nigerian borrowers become stubborn and tell you to do your worst,” Nneka notes. “That results in the insults. When I threaten to post a borrower’s picture to their friends, sometimes they start begging. It’s a pressure cooker.”

    The Regulatory Awakening

    For years, this sector operated in a regulatory vacuum. Lenders were often shell companies with servers hosted abroad and untraceable directors. They offered predatory interest rates, sometimes effective annual rates of over 100 per cent, masked as small monthly fees.

    That was supposed to change in July 2025.

    The Federal Competition and Consumer Protection Commission (FCCPC) unveiled the Digital, Electronic, Online or Non-Traditional Consumer Lending Regulation (DEON) 2025. It was billed as a mandatory framework replacing the patchwork interim rules of 2022.

    “The borrower was often treated like a slave to the lender,” admits Odanje Ijagwu, Director of Corporate Affairs at the FCCPC. “We had situations where an app would pop up, entice you, and the next moment, you are defamed and harassed. The DEON regulation is a blueprint to stop that.”

    The new rules, on paper, appear stringent. They require:

    • Mandatory Registration: Every digital lender must register, revealing the humans behind the corporate veil.

    • Suitability Assessments: Lenders are legally required to verify that a borrower can afford to repay, thereby ending the practice of lending to desperate individuals without proper consideration.

    • Data Sanctity: A strict ban on accessing contacts, photos, or using shaming tactics.

    “In the past, operators never bothered to check if consumers could pay back,” Ijagwu notes. “Now, not doing so is an offence. We can hold individual operators and corporate organisations responsible. The penalties are severe, with up to ₦100 million or a suspension of operations.”

    The Gap Between Law and Reality

    However, three months into this new regulatory regime, the gap between the law and the people remains wide.

    Raheemah Olawuyi, a Data Protection and Privacy Expert, argues that the violation is by design: “The apps are built to strip-mine a user’s phone, seizing access to private data purely to gain leverage over the borrower. A bank doesn’t ask for your entire contact list,” Olawuyi says. “The fact that these apps do is already a violation of the principle of ‘Data Minimisation’ under the Nigeria Data Protection Act. They collect information for ‘guarantors’ but use it for intimidation.”

    While the DEON regulations and the Nigeria Data Protection Commission (NDPC) provide a pathway for recourse, access to justice is unequally distributed.

    “The NDPC has made complaint channels available and translated the Act into Igbo, Hausa, and Yoruba,” Olawuyi acknowledges. “But does the average woman on the street, the primary target of these loans, know that? When a loan agent calls to threaten, does she know that it is a reportable offence, or does she just feel shame?”

    Feyisara Owojuyigbe Bantale, a consumer protection lawyer, agrees that awareness is the missing link.

    “Most consumers try to keep things quiet,” Bantale says. “They are reluctant to seek help because they feel they are in the wrong for owing money. This silence allows for exploitation. Although the law requires lenders to assess repayment capacity, many lenders bypass this requirement. And truthfully, borrowers sometimes provide wrong information just to get the cash.”

    Feeding the Addiction

    The country’s high cost of living does not solely drive the crisis. The frictionless nature of digital loans has also weaponised addiction.

    Ayodeji*, 28, a young professional earning ₦500,000 a month, which is still considered a good salary, didn’t borrow to survive inflation. He borrowed to fuel a gambling habit.

    “In 2024, I borrowed up to ₦1 million from 20 different loan apps to fuel my addiction,” Ayodeji says. “I borrowed as much as I wanted, and didn’t pay all of them back.”

    For Ayodeji, the shaming tactics lost their power through sheer volume. “They always called and texted, threatening to post my obituary. I just repaid the ones I felt like paying and deleted the apps. Their threats didn’t scare me at all.”

    If a borrower can cycle through 20 different apps, leveraging one to pay another or to fund a betting spree, it proves that the systems central to a healthy financial market are evidently failing to flag high-risk behaviour in real-time.

    A Long Road to Recovery

    The DEON 2025 regulations have undoubtedly raised the barrier to entry for digital lenders. The days of faceless Asian-operated shell companies are numbered, as the FCCPC now demands to know exactly who is pulling the strings.

    But for Ofure, these high-level policy shifts feel abstract. She is still receiving threatening calls today, months after the regulations took effect.

    “I’m not even aware of any new digital lending rules,” she says wearily. “The pressure and harassment haven’t changed. When I make a late payment, I still get pressured.”

    To keep the agents at bay, Ofure added her teenage son’s number as her secondary contact—a decision she regrets deeply. “They called and sent vile messages to him. I loathed myself for dragging him into this. It was devastating.”

    The tragedy of the digital lending trap is that it works until it doesn’t. It provides liquidity at the speed of light, but extracts value at the speed of compound interest.

    “No one envisages such things happening,” Ofure says, “Before you collect that kind of money, you have hope that you’ll pay back. You have hope.”

    For now, that hope is the only currency she has left.

    “I’m not worrying myself anymore,” she concludes, a note of resignation in her voice. “Whenever I get money, I’ll pay. If I don’t have it, there’s nothing I can do. As long as I’m still alive, there’s hope.”

    KNOW YOUR RIGHTS: The DEON 2025 Borrower’s Guide

    The Digital, Electronic, Online or Non-Traditional Consumer Lending Regulations (DEON) 2025 have rewritten the rules of engagement. If you are taking a digital loan, these are your non-negotiable rights:

    1. The Right to Privacy: This strictly prohibits lenders from accessing your contact list, photo gallery, or social media accounts. They cannot contact your friends, family, or employer to shame you into repayment. If an agent messages your contacts, they are breaking the law.

    2. The Right to Full Disclosure: No more hidden fees. Before you click “Accept,” the lender must display a Key Facts Statement that shows the full cost of the loan, including the interest rate, total repayment amount, late fees, and the tenor, in plain English.

    3. The Right to a Suitability Assessment: Lenders can no longer throw money at you if you cannot afford it. They are legally required to assess your ability to repay the loan before granting it. If they give you a loan without checking your income or creditworthiness, they are liable for reckless lending.

    4. The Right to Fair Recovery: Harassment is illegal. Lenders must conduct debt collection ethically and within reasonable hours (8 AM – 8 PM). Threats of arrest, physical harm, or the creation of “wanted” posters are criminal offences under the new framework.

    5. The Right to Redress: If a lender violates these rules, you have the right to report them directly to the FCCPC. The regulator now has the power to suspend the lender’s license and impose fines of up to ₦100 million.

    To report a violation: Visit the FCCPC consumer portal or contact their dedicated digital lending task force.


    *Names have been changed to protect the identity of the subjects.


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  • This article is part of Had I Known, Zikoko’s theme for September 2025, where we explore Nigerian stories of regret and the lessons learnt. Read more Had I Known stories here.


    The promise of instant loan apps is simple — borrow now, repay later. But for many, the reality is a cycle of harassment, shame, and impossible repayments. From people chasing the latest smartphones on buy-now-pay-later apps to students drowning in silent debts, loan apps have slipped into the cracks of everyday survival in Nigeria.

    In this story, five Nigerians share their deepest regrets about trusting and using loan apps, and the life-altering consequences that followed.

    “I work at a loan app company. I can’t stop borrowing from them myself” — Tunde*, 25

    I’ve been working in telesales at a loan company for almost two years. My job is to call people daily, reminding them to pay back what they owe, convincing them to renew their loans, and selling the idea that borrowing is a lifeline. You’d think working here would make me extra cautious, but the opposite happened.

    Because I work inside the system, access to credit is easier for me than for most people. There are no long processes or waiting periods; I can apply and get approved almost instantly. At first, it felt like an employee benefit. Whenever I ran out of money before payday, I’d take a quick loan and tell myself I’d clear it once my salary came.

    But it didn’t stop there. The more I borrowed, the harder it became to catch up. By the time my salary hit, almost all of it returned to paying off debts and interest. What was left for me was so small that I had to borrow again just to survive the month. I’ve been stuck in that cycle for over a year now.

    The irony isn’t lost on me. Every day, I call strangers to pressure them into paying while drowning in the same mess behind the scenes. My company profits off people’s misery, including mine, and I can’t escape. The deeper I go, the more it feels like I’m forever tied to the job and the loans.

    I’m only 25, but I already feel weighed down. Some days, it feels like I’m working to feed a debt machine. I’m not proud of it, and the stress has left me in a depressed state. But when you’re trapped in a loop where your job and your survival depend on the very thing destroying you, it’s hard to see a way out.

    “Loan apps dragged me into a life I never planned for” — Ese*, 21

    I’m a third-year university student, and loan apps have been my survival plan since my second year. After my parents managed to cover my school fees, there wasn’t much left for feeding, rent, or day-to-day expenses. I didn’t want to burden them, so I turned to loan apps. At first, it was small amounts here and there, but the more I borrowed, the deeper I sank.

    By the beginning of last year, I was already owing over ₦200k with interest piling on. By mid-year, that figure had nearly doubled to about ₦400k across different apps. The threats came daily — calls, texts, promises to shame me publicly. I felt like I was suffocating.

    At the time, I had a boyfriend who made money online through fraudulent means. Sometimes, he’d even hand me his phone to speak with white men as part of his hustle. I knew it was wrong, but I turned a blind eye because he supported me a lot financially. 

    But as the year went on, he started giving me less and less, until it felt like I was on my own. Last year, during the semester break, I decided to visit a friend in Lagos instead of returning home to Warri, where things were already tight.

    My friend and I went to the beach, where I met a middle-aged Lebanese man. He got my number, but I didn’t give in to his advances. I was still in a committed relationship.

    When I returned to school in October, everything changed. My boyfriend “bombed” big and cut me off completely. Suddenly, I had no money coming in, no support, and loan apps blasting me every day.

    That’s when the Lebanese man I’d met at the beach came in handy. I finally gave in to his advances and travelled across town to visit him. He gave me about  ₦500k, which I used to clear the debt.

    Once I saw how fast this worked, I didn’t stop. I began dating other white men online, collecting what I could and blocking them after. In my mind, I told myself, what a man can do, a woman can do better.

    But the truth is, I regret it. 

    I don’t think I’d be living this kind of life if not for loan apps. They pushed me into choices I never imagined for myself. And even though I’m living better than before, sometimes the shame sits heavier than the debt ever did.

    “Buy now, pay later? You might regret it,” — Mercy*, 38 

    I earn ₦80k as a live-in househelp, and for months, I was stuck with a small button phone after my Android spoiled. Being bored all day was frustrating, with nothing to do after work but stare at the walls. I wanted to watch films, scroll through Facebook, and follow lifestyle videos on TikTok.

    One of the nannies in the family I work with mentioned a Buy Now, Pay Later platform. She had just used it to get a new phone.

    The deal sounded simple: make a down payment, take the phone home, and pay the balance in instalments.

    On one of my monthly breaks, I went to their partner store and picked out an Android phone. The full price was ₦185k, but I only needed to deposit ₦55k. The balance, about ₦130k, was spread over six months. The agent explained that the interest was 9%, meaning I’d pay roughly ₦25k monthly. 

    It felt like a good bargain, manageable with my salary. I was excited to finally hold a proper smartphone again and to feel connected. 

    But life is never as straightforward as it seems on paper. The very month my repayments began, my husband lost his job. Suddenly, my salary carried the entire household, fed the children, and covered bills. 

    I missed a payment, then another, and the platform wasted no time showing its colours. The agents started bombarding me with threatening messages — texts saying they would declare me wanted for loan fraud, blast my name and picture on social media, and involve anti-robbery police. They even mentioned my guarantors and family, promising to shame them too. Each ping on my phone filled me with dread.

    The worst part wasn’t the money. The day I missed a repayment, my phone froze completely. All the apps — WhatsApp, Facebook, and even phone calls — stopped working. 

    I was stuck staring at a dead screen, for which I still owed money. I had no choice but to dig out my old button phone, and it felt like I’d been dragged ten years backwards in one night. 

    What was meant to be six months of repayment dragged on longer as the interest piled higher. By the time I finally cleared it, I had paid almost ₦255k for a phone that should have cost ₦185k — ₦70k more than its real price, almost my entire salary, burnt on interest alone. 

    Ultimately, my madam had to give me an advance so I could settle the debt. But it came at its own cost: I worked two full months without pay. Looking back, I regret it bitterly. If I had just managed a cheaper phone within my means, I would never have overpaid so badly or endured the threats, shame and sleepless nights the platform put me through.

    “Loan apps have taken more from me than they ever gave” — Lola*, 42

    I’m a single mother of three, and my life has been a cycle of debts since I left my job two years ago. I quit because the pay was rubbish and I wanted to start a business. Selling consumer goods means you always need new capital, and I just couldn’t keep up. 

    My kids’ father doesn’t support them, so every bill, school fees, food, and rent rest on me. I turned to loan apps to cope, thinking they’d help me breathe between hustles. Instead, they’ve become a trap.

    The money enters your account fast, but the interest piles up faster. One week you’re borrowing ₦20k, the next week you’re paying back ₦28k. Before long, you’re juggling four apps at once, borrowing from one to pay another. I tell myself it’s temporary, but it never ends.

    Dating should have been a relief, but even that is complicated. I can’t just come out and tell a man I’m drowning in debt. When they send me money for the kids, I use it to clear repayments, and by the next day, the app is still threatening to disgrace me. It’s humiliating, but I keep quiet because I don’t want to scare anyone off.

    The worst part is what I’ve lost. Last month, I sold my children’s tablet on Facebook for ₦30k, barely half its value, just to cover one loan. Watching them cry for it broke me, but the threats wouldn’t stop: messages calling me a fraud, promising to plaster my picture online, even warning they’d shame my guarantors.

    I’ve hauled many personal items on Facebook just to make repayments. Along the way, I’ve traded dignity, peace, and even my children’s comfort, all to feed an endless cycle of debt. If I could go back, I’d never have touched a loan app. They’ve taken more from me than they ever gave.

    “I used to pride myself on being the fresh, soft guy. But one loan app ruined that image completely,” — Kelechi*, 29

    Last year, I quit my IT support job with about ₦200k in savings. I was tired of the grind and thought I could take a break to figure out my next move. Moving back to my parents’ house helped, but I still needed to buy essentials and sometimes eat out. My savings disappeared faster than I expected.

    That’s when I turned to loan apps. At first, it was small amounts — ₦10k here, ₦25k there. I told myself I’d repay quickly, but I had no income. The repayments piled up faster than I could handle. 

    Soon, I was borrowing from friends just to pay back the apps. It got out of hand before I realised what was happening.

    Then, one day, I woke up to see that they had sent a broadcast message to every single person on my WhatsApp — friends, old classmates, neighbours, even distant family members. 

    The message painted me as a chronic debtor and a fraud. The shame was unbearable for someone who liked to carry himself as a chilled, put-together guy.

    I couldn’t step out without feeling like people were whispering about me. Strangely, that humiliation forced a change. My parents staged an intervention and pushed me into finally taking a government job at the state secretariat — the same one I had been dodging for years. With the loans exposing me, I had no excuse left.

    Now, I feel trapped. The job is stable but feels like a life sentence; a desk I can’t escape until I’m 60. Sometimes I wonder if I’d have chosen differently if not for the loan apps. But this is where I am, all because of one broadcast message.


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    Nairalife #252 Bio

    What’s your earliest memory of money?

    I always had home-cooked food for lunch throughout primary and secondary school, while my friends would get money to buy snacks or whatever they wanted. I grew up in a middle-class family, but I didn’t have direct access to money. It was like something only the adults in my family could have.

    How “middle-class” was your family?

    My dad worked in a bank, and my mum worked in an airline company, so the money was good. My mum had access to discounted tickets, so we flew for international holidays at least once yearly. We had three cars and lived in a ₦1m/month rented apartment. Our neighbourhood in Lagos Mainland was quite mixed; there were really comfortable people and people struggling to make ends meet. I think this mixed upbringing is why I don’t want obscene wealth today. I just want to be comfortable.

    My dad operated on the same values. He was an auditor, so he constantly drilled the “never steal money” lesson in me and my siblings’ heads. Even at work, he was a very “play by the rules” kind of person, which earned him some enemies. He lost his job to rightsizing in 2011 when I was in SS 2. My mum had quit her job a year earlier to focus on becoming an entrepreneur, so my dad losing his job changed some things at home.

    What were some of these changes?

    My dad’s work at the bank gave my mum access to loans for her business. She imported clothes from Turkey to sell at a mark-up. The loans allowed her to go on the trips and stock her three shops. Without his job, there were no more loans, so she had to downscale the business. 

    Our international holiday trips stopped, and there were no more random Chinese restaurant trips. We also never renewed our Ikoyi Club membership. Thankfully, my dad used the settlement he got from the bank to purchase a house in 2012, so we didn’t have to bother about rent. At some point, my dad did some consulting, but nothing steady.

    Do you remember the first thing you did to earn money?

    I got into the university to study pharmacy in 2013, and in my five years there, the only time I ever worked for money was during industrial training in my third year. The company paid me ₦15k after working for six weeks. I also got a ₦50k endowment allowance — given to first-class students — from school in my third and fourth years.

    I just wasn’t someone to carry work on my head. It helped that I schooled in Lagos, so I could always go home when I exhausted the ₦4k – ₦5k weekly allowance my parents gave me. It was around this time I realised that money can control you. I couldn’t break away from my parents because they were my primary source of money.

    After my project defence in December 2018, I started seeking to earn my own money. A school strike delayed my graduation and induction, but I eventually got a locum pharmacist job in March 2019 for ₦50k/month — ₦47k after deductions. 

    What were your expenses like?

    Transportation and food took all the money. I also occasionally contributed to expenses at home.

    I was still at the job when the induction ceremony for graduating pharmacy students finally happened in May 2019. The compulsory one-year internship for pharmacists came after. At first, I didn’t want to intern at a community pharmacy because they don’t pay well, so I targeted a hospital or government agency. 

    However, my search was unsuccessful, so I settled for a ₦90k/month internship at a community pharmacy in December 2019. After a month, a teaching hospital finally reached out to me, and I jumped at the ₦126k/month offer.

    A significant increase

    COVID made it even more significant. I don’t want the pandemic to return o, but I wouldn’t mind if we had something lockdown-ish again. It came with an increased hazard allowance for health workers, so I got an extra ₦30k for two months, and ₦50k in the third month.

    Although I didn’t get paid in the first month due to the normal government bureaucracy, I was paid two months’ salary in March. 

    So you were balling?

    I was, but I also spent most of what I earned paying back loans. 

    What loans?

    I first discovered mobile loan apps on social media while doing the ₦50k locum job. It started with just needing small change to sort something out before my salary dropped, but the interest rates are crazy, and you find that you’re paying back up to ₦12k on a ₦7k loan. When salary drops, you realise you need to top up because the repayment has eaten into your budget. It’s a vicious cycle that followed me into the internship. 

    When the double alert came, I paid off outstanding loans and took another one with a phone retailer that allows you to buy in installments. I got a Samsung phone that cost ₦160k and paid ₦80k outright. The balance summed up to ₦120k, including interest, which I paid off over a couple of months. At that point, I was using a third of my salary to service the loans.

    Some of my money also went to my dad. He occasionally took ₦20k or ₦50k loans from me but never paid back. I also saved a bit, and by the end of 2020, I had close to ₦200k in savings.

    What happened after the internship ended?

    NYSC. Most medical professionals can relate to it being a period of uncertainty because you go from earning a good salary to a mere ₦33k/month stipend. I decided to use my savings to get a laptop, learn some tech skills to increase my earning potential and possibly get a side gig.

    I went to Ikeja to purchase said laptop, but then, I got robbed of my phone on the way. Thankfully, the thieves couldn’t access the account that had my savings. But the experience scattered my plans. I had to spend two weeks navigating the NIN process to retrieve my sim, abandoning the side gig plans.

    NYSC posted me to a state in southern Nigeria in 2021, where I moved in with a fellow corps member. My half of the rent and other bills was about ₦110k for the year. My PPA was a general hospital that didn’t pay anything extra, so I hardly showed up. I relied on NYSC’s stipend and the occasional allowance from home. 

    I also continued taking loans — I must’ve taken up to ₦100k in loans during my service year.

    Did you try to do anything else for money?

    I got another locum pharmacist job two months into my service year in June 2021. Someone I met at CDS introduced me to this community pharmacy that paid ₦57k/month. It’s still one of my favourite locum experiences so far. My boss had no issues and even increased my salary in November to ₦76k/month. He also gave me an extra ₦70k Christmas bonus. 

    I’m not sure how I managed it, but even with the added income, I wasn’t free from the loan cycle. I hardly went out and didn’t spend so much on transportation or clothes. I randomly shopped online and had some black tax expenses, but it shouldn’t have been enough to keep me in my constant borrowing cycle. 

    But I was still in the vicious cycle set in motion from my very first loan.

    I finished NYSC in February 2022 and considered staying back in the state I served. The original plan was to request to be converted into a full-time staff at the pharmacy, but then, I landed a temporary position at a public health organisation in the state. Temporary because they worked with donor funds and could only guarantee me a job while they still had funds.

    How much did the job pay?

    ₦209k/month. It was also a break from working long hours almost every day at the community pharmacy. My major expense was black tax from my younger sister. I got into a relationship too, but I only spent on my girlfriend when we went out on dates at least once a month or when I more frequently stopped by her workplace with food. 

    In March, I moved out of my NYSC apartment into a two-bedroom with a roommate. My half of the rent was ₦275k, which I didn’t have at the time, so I took a ₦100k loan from a loan app and another ₦101k loan from my roommate.

    The donor funds at my job expired in July. I was unemployed until September when I got a one-week gig at an NGO that paid ₦209k — the standard pay for my role in the NGO industry. In November 2022, the public health organisation that ran on donor funds (my former job) called me back, and I resumed my ₦209k/month role. During the months of unemployment, I took on academic writing gigs for UK master’s students who were doing work-study programs. I had a friend who hooked me up, and I’d get ₦15k or ₦20k gigs once in a while. 

    I also took occasional loans from my roommate and girlfriend. She didn’t know about my loan apps problem, though.

    Were you ashamed of it?

    I definitely wasn’t proud of it. 

    Before I got my job back in November, a loan company called my dad after I defaulted on a payment. I’m still grateful he didn’t tell anyone else, or it’d have been a whole family meeting. He called me to ask what was happening, and I lied that I took the loan when I lost my phone, and that I’d settle it. That call was the drive I needed to sit up and stop the loan cycle once and for all. I couldn’t be in debt forever. I wasn’t saving, investing or doing anything worthwhile, and that wasn’t the life I wanted.

    I decided to focus on taking my job even more seriously. I knew unemployment could take me back down the loan route, so I wanted to be indispensable at work, donor funds or not. I also continued taking the freelancing gigs, and in a good month, it brought an additional ₦50k.

    In March 2023, I finally landed my first permanent public health pharmacist role at an NGO. It paid ₦500k/month during the six-month confirmation period. They now pay me ₦450k/month.

    The pay reduced?

    Confirmation meant they had to start removing tax and other compulsory stuff. I’m terrible at keeping track of deductions. I just know the company pays for my pension and health insurance charges. 

    The job was also in a different state, so I had to move and get a new laptop. I took a final ₦400k loan from an app to do this, and I just finished repaying it in November. I was comfortable taking this loan because I knew my salary could cover it.

    My salary is also not the only way to make money at my job.

    Tell me more

    Work trips are where the money is at. They assign you to a secondary location for a couple of days and pay a per diem — an allowance for the trip. This blew my mind. You mean, you’ll foot transportation costs, lodge me in a hotel with complimentary breakfast AND still pay me daily because of the stress of the trip? Wonderful. The trips never go beyond a week, but it adds an extra ₦20k – ₦180k to my income at the end of the month.

    What do you spend this money on?

    I live in a dead town, which says a lot coming from an introverted person. So, I like to pop into Lagos once in a while, like an IJGB, to have a good time. I’ve been to Lagos thrice this year, and I spent around ₦30k – ₦70k on each trip. I also send around ₦60k monthly to my parents to help out with my dad’s medication and support the income. Then there’s the random money I send to my siblings.

    What do these expenses look like in a good month?

    Nairalife #252 Monthly Expenses

    I mentioned I just finished repaying a ₦400k loan. That took ₦120k out of my income every month, but that’s done now. I don’t put an amount to feeding because I just feed myself based on what I have left. My rent is ₦250k yearly, which is half my monthly income, so I figure I don’t have to actively save monthly for it.

    Sometimes, I save more when I get more money from work trips. I currently have $750 saved in a fintech app, and I hope to cross the $1k threshold by January 2024. I’m worried my parents could have a hospital emergency at any time, and I want to be ready. I also want to japa one day, but I don’t have a particular route yet, so I want to have the money down first.

    What’s your relationship with money like now?

    I used to be quite impulsive with spending because my mentality was, “Another one will come eventually”. But that’s how the loan addiction started. Now, I make sure to save something immediately my salary comes in. Since I was repaying a loan up until November 2023, I’ve only saved ₦50k constantly monthly since I got my job in March. I hope to increase that now that I’m debt-free. 

    Do you ever feel tempted to take another loan?

    I literally just opened a microfinance bank app today, and they offered me a ₦1.4m loan. I considered taking it and investing in a business until my brain told me to calm the hell down. The fact that I can take the loan doesn’t mean I should do it.

    I think I understand I have the tendency to make stupid money decisions, but I choose to protect my mental health now. Why do something and get depressed about it when I can actually choose NOT to do it?

    That’s fair. Do you have an ideal monthly salary?

    I just want to earn at least ₦1m/month. I don’t have any entrepreneurial blood in me, and I think that’s a decent amount to suffice for me waking up every day to do a 9-5. I’m trying to psych myself up to get public health, logistics and supply chain certifications in 2024 to help my future japa plans and increase my earning potential. 

    I don’t want to be obscenely rich, though. People with crazy amounts of money have to do unethical things to get there, and I can’t do that. I’d rather take a smaller payday. 

    Have you considered what these certifications would cost?

    I have, and they’re quite expensive. One costs as much as $2k. I’m hoping to get grants from my job, but before then, I’ll probably take advantage of as many free and less expensive courses as I can to gather knowledge. I just need guidance and strength to push through with these plans and not get discouraged along the way. 

    How would you rate your financial happiness on a scale of 1 – 10?

    This is one of my favourite Naira Life questions. I’ll rate it a 7.5. I could be better, but I’m happy, and I can deal with what I have now.


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